We have programs in life. Programs are either personal or public. Social development, political changes are the examples of public programs. Most of the personal programs are related to study, money, relation and reputation. Some programs get success and some fails. There are rules for programs to get success.
November 1, 2016
October 22, 2016
Philosophy, theory and program
Philosophy, theory, and program are three different subjects but they are interrelated to each other. These three subjects have not been studied as separately as required. Philosophy somewhere is mixed up with the programs and somewhere with theories. In many logical studies, we still find no clear indication to differentiate between theories and philosophy. Likewise, since Karl Marx said that the purpose of philosophy is not about explaining but changing the world, Marxists are always mixing up philosophy and programs.
October 13, 2016
I was not outgoing as a child. When people used to hurt me with their bitter words I was unable to respond them thought there was not my fault. I could not speak even a word in my defense. Instead, I would like to cry lonely. I used to think myself as an odd creature that cannot be adapted to the society and its people. I tried to change myself to be adapted. But I was never able to do so.
When I happen to read a small booklet called 'Easy way to understand Marxism' then I started thinking that 'it's not me the odd one but the society; it's not me to be changed but the society'. That might be the reason I was fascinated toward Marxism too quickly. This incident took place somewhere around 1998. At the time my extreme patriotic personality was replaced by communist one. Then I started a lot of study on socialism and communism. At that time I with some of my school friends had started a child library. We collected some money from ourselves to buy books of fairy tales and child magazines. My responsibility in the library was to buy books and magazines. When I was attracted toward Marxism then I started buying books of Marxist ideology for the library. I was much excited reading such books. I was feeling proud to be called a communist. Simultaneously I was listening to the songs of communist singers which gave me the great spirit and excitement.
September 16, 2016
सानो छँदा अन्तर्मुखी स्वभावको थिएँ । मान्छेका बोली व्यवहारसँगै मेरा बोली व्यवाहारको तालमेल नमिल्दा म आफुलाई समाजमा घुल्न नसक्ने अजिव प्राणी झैं मान्थें ।
जब मैले ’मार्क्सवाद बुझ्ने सरल तरिका’ भन्ने सानो पुस्तिका पढें, त्यतिबेलादेखि मलार्इ लाग्यो कि अजिव म हैन, अजिव त यो समाज रहेछ । म यो समाज अनुकुल बन्ने होइन कि अब यो समाजलाई म अनुकुल बनाउनु पर्ने रहेछ । यही कारण हुनुपर्छ मलाई मार्क्सवादले छिट्टै तानेको । सायद यो २०५४/५५ साल तिरको कुरा हुनुपर्छ । त्यस अघि हिटलर जस्तो अन्धाराष्ट्रवादी म त्यसपछि कम्युनिष्ट बनें । समाजवाद र साम्यवाद सम्बन्धि धेरै धेरै किताबहरू पढ्न थालें । त्यतिबेला हामी स्कुलका केही साथीहरू मिलेर बाल पुस्तकालय खोलेका थियौं । नयाँ नयाँ किताबहरू किन्न साथीहरूबाटै पैसा संकलन गर्थ्यौं । किताब किन्ने जिम्मा मेरो थियो । बाल कथा, कविताका किताबहरूबाट सुरू गरेको हाम्रो पुस्तकालयमा त्यसपछि मेरा रोजाइ अनुसारका मार्क्सवादी किताबहरू थापिन थाले । ती किताबहरू पढेर म निकै रोमाञ्चित हुँदै गैरहेको थिएँ । म आफुलाई कम्युनिष्ट भन्न पाउँदा अति धेरै गर्वको अनुभव गर्न थालेको थिएँ । त्यसमाथि प्रगतिशील कलाकारहरूले गाएका गीतसंगीत सुन्दा झन् उर्जा थपिदिन्थ्यो ।