I always tried to discipline myself to meet my plans, but when I fail it drags me crazy and messes starts in my life. Then I do whatever I like, can't control myself. Spend times without doing any fruitful task. Nowadays just wasting time watching YouTube movies and surfing boring news and social sites.
Sometimes I feel that how lucky I'm to be non-drinker. if I was I drinker I would not be able to stop myself drinking more and more just to avoid worries causes by the failure.
Thought I don't drink life is going on such a mess that have no any motivation to do anything. Just wasting time. No hope for anything. I know life will continue in this way until I can see or make another hopefull plan. That will motivate me again and life will come into line of deciplan again.
Looking forward to making some beautiful plan and schedule of life again. Oh god ! I'm tried of watching YouTube movies and surfing on net.
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| यस्तो कुरा पढेर time pass गरेर नि कहिल्यै प्रगति होला र ? हैट |
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